SHE DESIRES ♥
Work hard and get all As
People around me to be happy :)
Slim down
Lots of nice clothes and dresses
Lots of beautiful shoes and bags
Travel around the world!
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Meridian blogg-ed at 2:57 pm
MeridianMeridian Junior College.. It is a college that I always wanted to go when I was having my "o" lvl prelim.. Just for then.. -a long time ago- but it is no longer the college I wanted to enter... And I m a student of there for now... I wanted Temasek... My dream college since young... Too bad that I was born in the wrong year.. A year of dragon whr there are lots of people competing... Argh... Tad cos me not being able to enter... So sad.. Though I went to appeal but the chances are nearly zero.. Unless the principal see the potentials in me.. And then I will be the luckiest person on earth... -So it can be seen that it is quite tough- but no harm trying... I have no choice but to stay at Meridian... I noe Meridian is not a bad school... It is ranked the top 7-if i m not wrong-... But this makes me wonder... Is this becos they kicked out students? or did they retained countless students? these makes me so scared... Those students who used to be so hardworking oso got retained... Eekk.... I actually have a phobia entering the sch.. Tads so horrible...Today is the first day of sch... And I was late cos me huiyan and xiuting took the wrong bus.. I felt so lonely and the sch is a total stranger to me... No friends around me... unlike in TPJC whr I can find all my friends and those friendly seniors... A place whr I can see familiar faces... When I was in that sch in the morning, I started to miss TPJC.. Cos of the nice people there... And all my best friends are separated... So sad... Feel like crying my tears out.. I m not tad strong afterall.. Why shld I put up a brave front.. It is not me... Is this becos I was not there for the first three mths...?But slowly I get to make friends.... but most of them are appealing out.. And the friendly OGL are those tad we will not be able to find in TPJC... from my previous experience... They tried to interact with us and kind of warm us up... They told us that they had lots of fun in MJC.. I oso heard their college song... It is very nice... As compared to TPJC.. But at these moment of time I felt a little unfair.... Y do ppl get to deduct loyalty, HMT pts.. Is these fair.. And y ppl get to go in but not me... Though my pts are a little better than those friends I jus made but they gt more chances of getting into the college of the 1st 3 mth... WHY???I felt very stupid!!!Now I got home, I felt so weird not doing anything... Maybe it is jus me... Hope it will be better after the orientation... And heard tad the orientation will be fun....